嗯，我要写点东西。
呼，今天呐，才拆开看L几个月前给我的信。我的上苍，他是那么诚恳与好。真的感动落泪。还有些以前不知道的事情现在全知道了。还有他和泊GG的照片，太棒了。些许无良的秦某人我竟然今天才看到。对不起我们伟大的LORD。
嗯。我遗欠了什么呢？已经不重要了。以为已从心底里知道，该如何好好地对待别人，对待事情，好好地做自己。一个独立、乐观，并且完整的人。
希望不放弃任何希望、心生信念的所有人，一起加油！
PS.其实有时真是懵懂至极，非常不明时局啊。于是永远后知后觉。还好我不会给自己留下遗憾的疤痕。
骑车回家，午后的阳光熙暖安和，街景如画，倒退徐行的树木郁郁葱葱的，看不出初秋的光景。铁路线掩映在繁密的林叶当中， 火车的呜鸣声是声声不息的幸福。骑到路末的拐角便可从近树的间隙中看到不远处的山，边角朦胧，在广阔的天空中步影相绰，那是沉静儿祥和的远山，只与飞鸟相伴。
拐弯后转入的道路，两旁种植银杏树，金色的阳光慵懒洒下，秋季光景。阳光也在路旁三层小楼的红色屋顶上跳跃、停留片刻，跃入窗前香气氤氲的茶壶。经过放学后无人的小学，建筑物因了蔚蓝天空的衬托，显得安静稳重。蓝漆绿瓷顶的栅栏式围墙内，大树沙沙地发出声响。再往前是不大的广场，草坪四周中了大棵的常青树，穿过层层枝叶看向远方，就像是小虫透过草叶窥视整座森林，清晰地看到远光，看到墨绿色的树木，旧式火车滚滚的烟雾。
小城的街道稍窄，可生活舒适宽坦。
我便微笑。
在心灵的某个角落，海风长歇。那是我触不到的过往。点燃灯火，也看不到的池沼。就像记忆开始模糊，就像抚摸过肩很多的长发，就像在镜子前努力也找不回的以前那样的笑脸。甚至开始忘记过去自己的样子。
“为什么以前都不会觉得无聊呢。”
“因为那时你傻啊……”
嗯，是这样吧。不是时光磨平了生活棱角呢。而是在不断的被侵蚀中，看不到了高山，也看不见谷地。
是 如 此 需 要 依 靠 么.
减字木兰花
天涯旧恨,独自凄凉人不问.欲见回肠,断尽金炉小篆香.
黛蛾长敛,任是春风吹不展.困依危楼,过尽飞鸿字字愁.
休息的时候带上耳罩 翻了古老的小多啦漫画
听Suju的演唱会 洋溢幸福的声音
感觉很美好呐
开很多程序学习 忙于记事本 PDF Foobar与Word
假期用电脑的感觉真好呐
不过扎进书堆也还不错 期待开学
한곡아 재미있습니디
有时候睡沙发 窝成一团
想起我的猫 过去了
天气变凉了 歪坐在冰凉的地板上看男篮
很久不出门 今天下午才发现云彩如此之美
我叫朴西云
他叫李东海
听到<You are the One>还是会想哭
<My Everything> <Bye Bye>
还有很多 听着这样离别时的歌
它们不是最脱俗 但是最澄澈
于是想起东海父亲和最后一封信
就算是有泪的 我们都会过得很好
박희운은 좋아하다 이동해씨
Pray for your father in heaven.
This day I wish he happy.
God bless you, Dong Hae.
This is a song that you've listened for a long time.
Yes, Dad dances in heaven for you, pray for you. Seeing your growing then.
Dance with my father
Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around 'til I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved
If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
How I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again
When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way, I would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me
If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
'Cause I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again
Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
And I'd hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me
I know I'm praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don't do it usually
But dear Lord she's dying
To dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream
You've sung <My Everything> for your father. He've seen your bright show, and he must be happy.
My Everything
The loneliness of nights alone
the search for strength to carry on
my every hope has seemed to die
my eyes had no more tears to cry
Then like the sun shining up above
you surrounded me with your endless love
Coz all the things I couldn't see
are now so clear to me
You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything
You're the breath of life in me
the only one that sets me free
and you have made my soul complete
for all time
You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray down on bended knee
that you will always be
my everything
oh my everything
God bless you, Dong Hae.
You'll be in a state of bliss forever, and so your father will.
Pray for you everyday. God bless you.
---8.8 (The day your father died.)
Mr Wu said,"smiling faces are like flowers; hopes are like flowers;
true feelings are like flowers. So lives is just like flowers."
The lightest time that a flower has is when it opens. We'll see clouds
making the earth falled when the moment flower opens. I still remember
what a flower saler said -" You are bound to buy a lotus that opened
in the morning." In the hug of the morning sunshine, it opened by its
full feeling. Others will not compare with the fresh and vigorous
lotus. Humans are also like the lotus flower, if he didn't have his own
dreams in his childhood and labour hard for it, he won't have such a
powerful mind as his early time. The age in which you have dream has
gone by, the time won't fire the power in your heart.
Smiling faces are like flowers. Petal is the lip that young and fresh.
His smiling face just like a flower. The lake in his eyes is like the
bead of dew. The flower boy smiles slightly, so the flowers all open.
The LORD bless us, to value our lives as flowers. Our faces surely have
fresh smiles and moving power just like the flowers.
LOVELOVELOVE!!
Pay attention to the bottom of right!! If it is true.
Be in a red skirt, scarlet lip mellows and sweets. Closing my eyes and seeing a flesh cherry, which reminds myself in a scarlet skirt.
I haven't been here for a long time because of the long long summer courses. The summer holiday comes finally. As a senior student, costful, H can control all day long life myself.^^
<Lonely & meditate>, writed by Sully Prudhomme in France, is one of the most fantasy book I have seen yet. Surely, Prudhomme the fist nobel literary prize winner, his works can be the classics in classics. Mr P put his poems and philosophic theory's words which called the Poem Soul in this book. It'll be glad if you see it though it might be a little difficult.
<The Da Vinci Code> is also very fantasy, you know. I hope all of us can enjoy our lives in book.
So much for this time.^ ^
She who couldn't fall into sleep without dolls, is a little god girl.
Though what I should achieve are in a large numbers. Though what I always dream of are far from me. I'll always insist my doing.
I saw plenty of the SJ's pictures in the afternoon. What an ease time. Although we'll be in the school two days later, I still feel relax now. I who have the time now am not allowed to have much in the future. So I am caught in the leisurely days.
Hee Churl, my god. He is so rich in a lively feeling!! - -. Such a "baby girl".|||
And Dong Hae, who has a clear voice and always smiles as a sunflower opens to the sun, attracts me completely.
Haha, entering my subject now. - Doll.
She who couldn't fall in sleep without a doll, is called H...|||
Now GO TO SLEEP.!
“梅需逊雪三分白，雪却输梅一段香。”呵呵。
在语文考试前恶补作文，不知疲倦地钻进“高考满分”。封面向上开放的花朵不再是印象中关于青春与时光的代言，而让人想起“好好学习，天天向上”。|||总算，在考试中交上了很棒的答卷。
下个学期，要为了可喜的分数而奋斗哦。
“我想告诉你，我喜欢猫，喜欢夏日短暂的暴雨，喜欢美好蔚蓝的晴日，更喜欢看你笑，那一瞬间，我发现每一天的晴空，都重叠在眼前。”就这样不止一次地写在日记里：我喜欢夏日短暂的暴雨和不倦的蝉鸣。喜欢，喜欢。可终究不是小说里的人物，终究无法预知是否完美的结局，终究无法遇到眼眸如星辰的男子。
Peter Mayle告诉我们要吃鲟鱼卵做的鱼子酱，那才是真正的鱼子酱。那么我们要品尝的生活也该是真实的，尽管不知道它由什么构成。不想再写高深莫测匪夷所思的句子，不想盲从，不想模式化。我们该随心所欲。
转过头，看见阳台绿叶上的浅光，灿烂而细密。蝉又开始鸣叫，在某颗树的某片叶上。盛夏已经来了。呵……
瑛智小姐说：“西鼠的洞里，也会有曙光的。”那么一切都充满希望，H相信着。